Audio Lesson 3

i started off by swatting myself 10 times with a ruler because i thought about cumming but i didn't cum. I seen the comment on my first blog today and i'd like to apologize to Mistress Blue for falling behind. I realize i started a day late so to catch up i masturbated 6 times without cumming today and have now have gone 15 times without cumming. My balls ache now and i'm arroused by the slightest things. I Shaved my crotch, sissyhole, and armpits as instructed; however i couldn't shave my legs for personal reasons. With my newly shaven crotch; my state of arousal is through the roof. I went to Macy's and i was very nervous. I was shaking walking into the cosmetics section. I couldn't do it at first so i had to walk out of the store and try to calm myself down, so i tried a second time and i managed to get the items(Nude Pantyhose, Crimson Red Nail polish and some nail polish remover) as fast as i possibly could and go to the counter to pay for them. The lady smiled at me and i felt my face flush red and i broke out into a slight nervous sweat. I secretly long to be a sissy but i'm very shy. I got out of there as fast as possible. I now have my pantyhose on under my pants and they feel really tight; and my toes are painted crimson red. I also am wearing panties on under that and the combination makes me feel really horny. I long to cum but i know i must obey and i shall obey. It felt very relaxing painting my toes. I'm going to paint my fingernails later on tonight when i have a bit more privacy because right now i have company. Thank you Mistresses for Lesson #3. I love feeling femme.