Audio Lesson #4

Thankyou Mistress Akasha for the fine comments. I'm trying to be the best slave i can be but i was slightly naughty the other day. I touched myself 4 times without permission so i had to spank myself 20 times with a ruler as instructed by you. I did not cum at all during those times and i masturbated to the brink and stopped on all 4 occasions. I've become extremely horny. The slightest sight of cleavage gives me a hard on now as i'm constantly arroused as my balls are larger than usual and feeling them rub against the panties ive been wearing has been driving me nuts.. Wearing the pantyhose to work has made my legs feel somewhat tired at times but it makes me feel like the slave i want to be and its a great sensation on my legs.

My blowjob is better than the rest of the slaves because I first start licking from the bottom of the sack all the way to the tip of the cock. I then tease the head of the cock with my tongue in a circular motion. I tease further by sucking on the balls individually and trailing my tongue up the shaft, then I slowly slide my lips up and down the shaft and move my head in a circular motion as I eventually start to pick up speed. When I feel it is wet enough I attempt to deepthroat it although sometimes I gag but I end up recovering with the all to familiar slurping noise. This is why I’m the best cock sucker.

Audio Lesson 3

i started off by swatting myself 10 times with a ruler because i thought about cumming but i didn't cum. I seen the comment on my first blog today and i'd like to apologize to Mistress Blue for falling behind. I realize i started a day late so to catch up i masturbated 6 times without cumming today and have now have gone 15 times without cumming. My balls ache now and i'm arroused by the slightest things. I Shaved my crotch, sissyhole, and armpits as instructed; however i couldn't shave my legs for personal reasons. With my newly shaven crotch; my state of arousal is through the roof. I went to Macy's and i was very nervous. I was shaking walking into the cosmetics section. I couldn't do it at first so i had to walk out of the store and try to calm myself down, so i tried a second time and i managed to get the items(Nude Pantyhose, Crimson Red Nail polish and some nail polish remover) as fast as i possibly could and go to the counter to pay for them. The lady smiled at me and i felt my face flush red and i broke out into a slight nervous sweat. I secretly long to be a sissy but i'm very shy. I got out of there as fast as possible. I now have my pantyhose on under my pants and they feel really tight; and my toes are painted crimson red. I also am wearing panties on under that and the combination makes me feel really horny. I long to cum but i know i must obey and i shall obey. It felt very relaxing painting my toes. I'm going to paint my fingernails later on tonight when i have a bit more privacy because right now i have company. Thank you Mistresses for Lesson #3. I love feeling femme.

Audio Lesson 2

I put my clothespins on today and my left nipple felt like it was on fire. I've had clothespins on my nipples before for extended periods of time so im used to it by now which is probably why i did not scream as loud as most people would on voicemail. As soon as i put my clothespins on my nipples; my dick became immediately errect. As soon as i took them off it felt like a tight pinch on my nipples and my nipples still feel sore right now. I have now masturbated 9 times in 3 days without cumming and my balls feel heavier and look heavier too. I now get hornier at a much faster rate as i really want to cum but i control myself by stopping right before it feels like i'm about to. I have teased myself before by stroking and not cumming in the past but 3 times a day puts alot more of a strain on my cock as i feel extremely horny most of the day. My nipples feel really sensitive right now and after putting on a shirt i can feel the fabric brush against them and the slightest touch stings.